Firstly i wish to apologize..
for the past mistakes.
present.. and yet to come,which i hope not.

Do u mean to say.. all this isn't worth it at all?
i don't blame u.. =]

Before u read what i'm going to write..
i want u to take some time to read this with an open and clear mind.
and think through for what i'll be saying..

People do make mistakes..
that i understand..

love is about forgiveness. love is patience.
loving isn't a waste of time..
for love bears all things, believes all things and hopes all things..
What is a relationship if there isn't hurt..
For in a relationship, there's bound to be hurt..
but the amount of love shared is definitely more.
think of the happy moments.. right from the beginning.
thinking of them makes me smile all the time.
Do u? =)

Have i controlled u that much?
is not like i didn't give u the freedom..
BREAK UP isn't the only solution u see..
we can talk things through..
Am i that difficult to talk to?
Have i not been an understanding guy to u?

I know. u've been feeling insecure.
i noticed. is not that i didn't.
u may ask.. what have i done about it?
U can say i've not done anything about it.. or
u might be thinking that i don't care at all.
At that point of time, i was feeling helpless too.
i was trying to get a hold of myself.
but i knew i had to give in..
i knew u matter more than me..
now i realized..
maybe i'm too late. nevertheless..

if i'm lacking something, anything..
please tell me. alright?

think through calmly..
i'm sad. to see u like this..
i'm trying my best as a bf.. to correct things..
like i've said before, people make mistakes.
we learn from the mistakes..
and i'm learning from it.

i admit.. in this relationship i do make mistakes.
but i always try. to improve on it.. no matter how hard it is.
Whenever u have problems.. i'm always there to hear u. to listen to what u have to say..
u just have to make that small step.. the approach.. i hope u would understand. =)

truthfully speaking. i know.. the relationship we having, it's tough for u.. so as for me.
Trust is very important.. i trust u. it don't matter if u don't trust me..
but.. problems, come what may. is an obstacle for us.. and with that, especially when we overcome it, it will make us stronger by the day..
if u've noticed.. i open up to u very easily.
That's because i feel comfortable talking to u..
cause i know that u are a good listener to me..
so there's no reason to hate yourself..
for that is a good point u have in u.
something to smile about.. =)

i love u. i loved u. i always do.
maybe to u.. u think that i don't.
but as u should know.. some show it through different ways..
sometimes the things i do.. for example;
u realized at times.. in msn i don't talk to u.
doesn't mean i'm ignoring u.
i'm actually waiting.. for u to come talk to me.
cause at times i would want to feel love. by u..
i know u would feel the same way..
but it's ok. i don't blame u.. i never did.
i understand..

i'm the type of person who loves giving..
when i love the person.. i prefer giving than receiving.
We can only learn to love by giving.. for love grows by giving.
if u ask me why.. i only can say that, well, that's me. it's my nature. =)

my dear.
know that i've written all these from the bottom of my heart,
sincerely.
I just want u to know my good intention.
whatever things i do, i do it for u.
Maybe what u need now is a cooling period..
i'll give u the time u need..
u don't have to reply me so soon.
=)

My reply to your chinese quote.
我要做你的另一半

smile always.
take care.

Sincerely,
Tr4nceAddict..